Keep feeding me pain. Shattering my heart more? Oh! I don't have any. Why bother??

Ked Flop just another dandy person.

Still a small voice who love to story-telling but massively change lately.
I no longer finding who's the freaking I am.
I'm Liza and sometimes I'm Ked, and I'm proud whoever I'm is.
P/s: I do not acknowledged any misunderstanding or miss-leading in any posts here. And I do not own any thought or brain. Use your brain wise, shut-up and listen/read more.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

kenapa aku menangis?!

I just realized that I'm not important to anyone my mom is exception...Mom love me...only my mom.


Melukut di tepi gantang? haha....siapa aku? Hanya sebutir pasir di pantai, hanya setitik embun di hujung rumput, hanya diri aku....


Kenapa aku menangis malam nie?
Because I tend to keep my tears...
Because I have miserable day, my presentation suck, felt like every body ignoring me....I just need a person to hear me, my nonsense complaining, my heart feel very sick and my tears keep running....
Because I'm so tired, and people make me wanna cry...



Thanks sebab berjaya buat aku rasa, aku ni useless, and bothering every one....jgn kata aku emo....no, I'm not. I'm not! Sabar ada satu limit, dah limit aku dah habih....


Korang buat aku sedar, kawan apa yg aku ada....never pick-up my phone, never reply my idiotic messages, korang sgt busy...... aku kan duk rumah goyang kaki saja dan suka menganggu korang....It's okey I realized now. I will never call you again, I'll never messages you again....sebab aku selalu ada untuk korang, tapi korang xpenah ada untuk aku....
Yes. Aku mmg tgh merungut dan mengungkit....benda yg aku tak penah buat ngan member2 aku...
Thanks, korang ajar aku mende baru...Lega sikit lepas merungut dan mengungkit...


Malam nie jugak, adalah kali pertamanya aku terasa sgt kehilangan Airil Nassier Muazz...Sejak 26/8/2010, tak penah pun aku menitis air mata teringatkan arwah....tapi malam ni, aku sangat rindukan dia.


Selama nie aku ingat, aku nie stok pengumpul kawan2 yg sentiasa ada tuk aku tapi tak.
Yes, for only one person, Nisha Meha. Thanks, syg....you always be with me...


Belajar tinggi mana pun, tapi bila ko tinggalkan kawan, korang mmg sampah...

EL

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