Ked's Weather Forecast #8

A forever rebounder. In any way rebound. Heh.

Sigh. Yes. A dry loud sigh. And a smirk.

What did I do wrong when everytime it is, I'm turn out to be  a rebounder? ?

Kita merungut ka? Ya. I'm actually tired to be a second guessing, choices, trust like I don't deserve.

Either it is love life, living life, working or whatsoever, will ME ever be the 1 person they had in mind? Will they thought of me when they're happy rather when they're had problem?

Why me? Out of all pipel, why me?

Don't you think I feel sick to to just hear all the problems?
Don't you think that I also have my own damn problems?
Don't you ever think that the happy me is actualy the sad me?
You don't.  You'll never do.

Heh.

This should be a happy Ramadhan to me. Yes, it is. But being hurt in any way?
Heh.

You. I know you don't care about me, because when I say leave, you just left. Why don't you ask me, why I asked you to leave??

Now now Liza, lets us just focus on Ramadhan kareem now?
Yes.
It is Allah that will listen and it is a month of promising. Let alone the guy and just focus on our ibadah now.

Kita melankolia sorg2 pun apa faedah? Cinta manusia bukannya pasti tapi Cinta Illahi tu yang hakiki. Sebab tu lah apa2 pun nawaitu kita tu yang penting.

Nawaitu. Niat. Motif dalam bahasa undang2.

Again. What it is to you to live in this world?
1. To be rich.
2. To be awesomely brilliant.
3. To live with someone you love for the rest of life.
4. Or to life in nawaitu that every steps that we take is for Allah, every breath we inhale is for HIM and that everything happen to us is the best plan from HIM?

Tapi.... Do #4 is ever be our choice now?

Tepuk dada, tanya Iman. Apa khabar Iman kita bila #4 langsung tidak tersenarai?

Ramadhan day 5. Masih jauh lagi diri dengan Illahi sedangkan rahmatnya besar tiba di bulan mulai nie. Antara sedat tak sedar, duniawi tu yang dikejar, tapi akhirat hanya cukup syarat.



To the next Ramadhan post. InsyaAllah.


Ked Flop
Kthanxbai
*Liza melankolia tahap tak hingat tapi tu hanya drabble semata-mata.
**Crita ini tiada kaitan dengan yang masih hidup atau mati.
***Still. Judging is allowed. I don't any of your s thought. So let them judges by mean they actually think.
****Yes. I'm been sarcastic again, thank you.

SALAM RAMADHAN ALMUBARAK

A girl and 3 guys

A girl has 3 guys in her life.
 

A guy she loves.

He was a gentleman. He did everything to please her, did everything to make her happy. He was her comfort in hard times, the shoulder she cried on. Sweet, caring, kind were just a few words that described him. She could hardly get enough of his presence; she loved to be around him.
“you look lovely tonight!” he smiled at her while leading her to his car.
“Thank you darling!” a blush spread across her cheeks.
All the small compliments he told her made her heart melt, making her fall in love a little bit more every day. She felt the world was perfect when she was around him.

A guy she hates.

He was rude, making unwanted, hurtful comments when he was in a bad mood, which happened often. Ranting and complaining about people who were close to her, about people who often helped her. His constant mood swings were harder and harder to deal with each day, yet he refused to tell her what his actual problems were.
“Just deal with you own bloody business, woman!” he snapped at her suddenly.
“I’m only trying to help, dammit!” she felt the tears escape from the corners her eyes.
Every time he was dejected the storm clouds gathered above her head. During his troubled hours he didn’t care, or just didn’t notice that he hurt her feelings.

A guy she can't live without.

They broke up, the separation was meant to be for life, but moving on was more difficult than they imagined. She felt a burning ache in her chest every time she heard his name. Sinking deeper and deeper into depression as the days passed she refused to let go of his memory. Soon she realized she wanted her life to be like it was before. She wanted to be back together with him, she couldn’t hold onto life without him.
“Dear!” his voice called from her front door. “Please open up!”
“What are you doing here?” she tried to ignore the crack in her own voice as he stepped inside her hallway.
“I missed you!” he stuttered. “I want to be with you! I’m really sorry, love.”
She didn’t need another word. Her arms reached for him, ready to embrace his obviously tired form. He didn’t need a formal invitation, he was ready to hold her and never let go.

 ............

In the end,

Sure he had a few flaws, but name a human who’s perfect. She loved all of him, not just the good qualities, and the same thing was true vice versa.
“I love you!” he whispered.
Smiling she slid her arms around his frame, pulling him closer to her on the bed.
“I love you too.” she mumbled before finally falling asleep in his arms.
He watched her clam expression for a minute before following her example as slumber shut his eyes as well.

They're all the same guy .

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Ked Flop

kthanxbai

:)

* Loves, Hates and can't live without.

** Again, Ked talks bout love, hate =p 

*** Finally, 'love' is one of the tagged

this is me.

Recently people ask me:

"Why you have to do things by your own when what you have to do is just order others to do the things for your behave?"

*smirk*

I may sound arrogant but this is me.

Why should I order others to do things for my behave when I can do it all by my own?

Does this question answer the question people ask?

I think so.

Yes.

I do sound arrogant.

But if I can do things alone, I'll do it on my way.

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Ked Flop

kthanxbai

waiting...

=.= sejam 20 minit tunggu email result final exam...

This feeling: When you HAVE to wait and yet you HATE it.

Dah rupa gini...

Rasa macam nak bukak esok saja. Tak keja nak tunggu mengadap laptopo lama2, puzzle sudoku pun dah 3,4 muka surat dah siap.

Ked Flop
kthanxbai
* very very short update on waiting....
**and still waiting...

Perempuan. Wanita. #1

Hati perempuan lembut.

Sekeras @ sekasar mana penampilan dan perwatakkan Dia.
Dia masih seseorg yg perlu dilindungi.

Dilindungi bukan bermaksudnya Dia lemah,
tapi keperluan dan lumrah seorg wanita sememangnya begitu.

Hatinya senang tersentuh.
Hatinya setia dikala disayangi.
Hatinya sanggup menerjah pedang-pedang tajam yang menhunus.
Hatinya yg kekar menegakkan cintanya seandai benar cinta itu.
Hatinya sentiasa memaafkan.

KedFlop
Kthanxbai

Ked's Drabble : Reality Show

[2]: Reality Show.

9pm. Mereka dah pun mengadap tv, tunggu pujaan hati apa ntah. Akademi Fantasia kut. Entah. I don't do watch reality show.

"L*** has potential to win." Mereka suka benar komen setiap kali habis satu lagu.

"No, I think Ha**** will win" Mereka berbalah antara mereka. Great! Satgi mesti aku termasuk skali.

"So, who's you think will win, Ked?" Kedua-dua Mereka menoleh ke arah Ked.

Shuvit!! Told ya soon or later, I'll get involved. Mengeluh. Restrained back-ache dulu. Let them wait. Pentas dalam tv dah tukar org.

"I. Don't. Care."  Sambung chat dlm Twitter tanpa mempedulikan cuka di muka muka mencuka Mereka.

"You such a jerk." Mereka merenung tajam ke arah Ked.

It's like I care?

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It's 115 words. Pendek. Hopefully you get what I'm trying to say here. I don't watch any reality show. If I do, it is because my mom watching it, so I have no choice. Wondering why I lingering around living room? Oh! Kat situ ja coverage broadband Maxis kuat. Jadi, don't ask me sapa menang dlm apa-apa pun reality show ok?

Ok. Enjoy. TQ.

EL
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Ked's Drabble*: Wasting time.

[1]: Wasting Time.

Ked dan Mereka melepak di ruang tamu, Mereka sedang menekan remote control tanpa rasa serba salah. Woi!! Tgk berita dowh. 8pm.

"I think watching football is wasting time." Mereka membuka cerita. Ked menoleh sikit, penjelasan?

"You watch a bunch of hot guy running in field casing chasing A ball and sweat. Eewww..." Kening Ked terjungkit dr biasa. Hot guy? Sweat?

"Why do you like football, Ked?" Mereka mengacau fokus Ked membaca e-Novel di WattPad.

"Bola tu bulat." Ked meneruskan bacaan.

"I know bola tu bulat, silly. You and your sarcasm again." Mereka ketawa. Ok. Ini menimbulkan kemeluatan. Kenapa susah sgt nak cari peace in my own house?

"You wanna what I think?" Ked mematahkan ketawa mereka. Mereka mengangguk.

"I think make-up wasting time, taking hours just to choose tomorrow clothes wasting time.." Muka Mereka merah. "Picking chillies in tomyam wasting time, talking to your friend for hours on phone about the stiletto you just buy wasting..." Kepala Ked yg tiba-tiba dirempuh bantal mematikan senarai yg dibuatnya.

"I hate you!" Mereka terus meninggalkan ruang tamu dgn cuka di muka muka mencuka. Well, they can't takes joke. At last, the whole living room and peace. Sambung layan "The Misfit Seven" balik.

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*A drabble is an extremely short work of fiction of exactly one hundred words in length, although the term is often loosely used to indicate a short story of fewer than 1000 words. The purpose of the drabble is brevity, testing the author's ability to express interesting and meaningful ideas in an extremely confined space.

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Saya gagal untuk kekalkannya 100 patah perkataan. Bahasa Melayu banyak kata sendi dan bantuan yg menambah bilangan perkataan jadi for first trial 198 words. Manglish agak berguna untuk mengurangkan bilangan perkataan. Jadi, tak salahkan guna Manglish? :D

Ok. Enjoy.

EL
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