Ramadan di mana dirimu??

Assalamualaikum....

Jadi... Soalan tu?
Ya, Ramadhan di mana dirimu?

Keras kah hati bila tak rasa nikmat puasa?
Setakat menahan mulut, telinga dan mata, cukupkah?
Mana rasa eksitet??

Tanya Iman, sebab la nie masa yang sesuai.
Kalau bulan-bulan sebelumnya mungkin kita kata terangtai dgn bisikan syaitan, tapi...
Adakah masih bisikan syaitan ini? Di bulan Allah janjikan untuk umatnya?
Mana salahnya...?
Kosong.
Kosong
dan masih kosong....

Bulan ibadat, bukan bulan nie saja. Setiap bulan, setiap masa, setiap sedutan udara tu adalah ibadat kita kerana Allah taala.

Diari Ramadhan yang ke-15: Mencari Ramadhan.



Ked Flop
*pencari jalan-NYA

11 Ramadhan 1433H

Pejam celik pejam celik dah 11 hari kita puasa. Macam mana puasa kita  tahun nie?

Puasa tahun nie bagi kami sekeluarga lebih kurang sama, yang bertambahnya bila aktiviti memanggil kenduri(pergi rumah ke rumah saudara-mara menjemput ke majlis perkahwinan Incik Big bro), siapkan rumah(cat dan syelek), kemas rumah(angkat balik barang2 masuk rumah). Menjahit tahun nie tak buat since Pn Mama kena jahit baju pengantin perempuan dan jugak baju saudara-mara yang akan memakai baju warna sama nanti. Jadi, tahun nie Cik Aku tak menjahit baju tempahan tapi baju saudara-mara sahaja.

Letih.

Ya, letih.

Haha...

Boleh kata hari2 Pn Mama dan Cik Aku akan kluaq pegi rumah2 saudara-mara setiap pagi, petang balik sambung dgn keja2 yg masih lg terbengkalai. Tambah lagi, Perlis tgh dlm keadaan panah terik, kalau jalan kat luaq pun dah boleh drained, nie kalau dah berjalan2 pi 4,5 buah rumah mmg kering teruih la lepas tu.

Takpa...Dugaan namanya bulan2 puasa nie :)

Cik Aku tgh dlm proses rehabilitation.
Rehab dari marah2.
Rehab dari tak sabaq.

Hurm... Apa yg Cik Aku boleh kata setakat la nie; As long as nobody sting me with any issues, I'll be ok.

*sigh*

Ya... Cik Aku banyak larikan diri buat masa la nie, tak afford nak bagi org free pahala puasa setiap kali mulut2 orang cuba cucuk2, test ketahanan diri Cik Aku dari tidak meradang.

I'd tried. Man, you'll never know how I'd tried not to explode, but guess I can't.

*sigh*

Cik Aku bukan org yg sabaq, even internet lambat pun Cik Aku boleh bengang haha, not to mention how I hate people who's late... ALWAYS LATE. Kadang2 terpikiaq jugak... Cik Aku marah sebab bersebab bukan marah gaya org PMS, tak tentu pasai nak marah... Tapi... pasai apa org nak argue dgn Cik Aku pasai nie? Macam Cik Aku tak dak hak nak marah? Apa?! Now I missing my privileged of been angry too?

Ok Ked, post nie bukan nak argue pasai benda tu lagi...
Ada cara, macam2 cara nak bagi kita tak marah, tambah lagi tgh darah muda org kata... Cewah~ haha

Salah satu caranya nak mengelak dari marah2: Mengelak dari punca marah.
Setakat  la nie, berkesan lagi...
Tapi masalahnya akan bermasalah apabila 'punca marah' tu sendiri tu cari pasai. Nak lari mana? Cik Aku pun ada so-called-pride. Atau sebenaqnya, my so-called-pride tu sgt besaq.

*sigh*

Macam mana nak cakap kalau org sekeliling sendiri tak paham...
All the attitude I have now, I just develop them a few years past. Please... Don't ask me to lower down my confident level, my arrogant, my boldness, my self-centered. I just start to find my own self and there are they. Don't ask me to lower any of them again. I need them to survive.

*sigh*

Post nie berbaur kepenatan mengadap perangai manusia sekeliling. Kalau betul they called me self-centered, why do I care about others? Masing2 pun self-centered, masing2 pun akan isi perut sendiri dulu... Tapi sebab sesetgh mulut tak reti nak diam dan bercakap, bercakap dan bercakap tanpa hujung pangkal... Tak sedaq kadang2 org yg depa panggil hati batu pun, ada hati jugak nak sakit.

Cuba letak batu tgh ayaq yg menitik, perat tgk, brapa lama dia ambik untuk lengkuk kat batu terbentuk? Lama. Tapi ada lengkuk dan lengkuk tu permanent.

Jadi semperna bulan Ramadhan yg mulia nie, selain dari tidak makan dan minum dan terbit matahari sehingga terbenam matahari, apakata jagalah jugak mata, telinga dan terutamanya mulut. Mulut selalu menjadi punca segala masalah.

Tu saja kut buat masa lah nie...

Ked Flop
kthanxbai

*Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa dgn selamatnya dari mencari masalah... InsyAllah...

a kind of peep... Fine! its a person. Happy?

I'm a kind of person who will not involved in any relationship, if there is no such term of commitment and marriage. That is why, friendship does mirror all the relation I have now. Commitment to marriage is important, not only for a relationship to nowhere.Call me lame, but a relation starting between a gentlemen and a lady should be end with akad nikah.

Batalkan air sembahyang lepas akad nikah.

I kind of person who enjoying to be friend with mostly boys as I mostly hate girly stuff; make up, gossips, fancy clothes?? 

Nope!

I kind of person who not enjoying to watch a continues drama or reality show. So, GTFO and never ask me "who's win what?".

I kind of person who smirked a lot. Deal with it.

I kind of person who don't really like the idea when people disturbing me reading stuff but not a textbook. So, if you see me reading other than textbook, butt off!

I kind of person who read a lot of science and historical fiction. I love them, just don't ask why, I just find the content kinda amused sometimes.

I kind of person who love to see my work place in neat condition. No! I'm not clean-freak.

For example.

I kind of person who really enjoy drawing and painting. And I love when peoples enjoying it too.

I kind of person who love mingle with animals often that human themself. Animal do not talk back. I love cats.

who could resist this?

beaker? of cause.

I kind of person who will talk to non-living thing such as beaker, alone in laboratory. Kinda to release stress ritual I guest.

I kind of person who will blurt sarcastic lines(conversation) more than a normal line human used.  

I kind of person who people call nerd and maniac. And yes, I has huge fondness to  chemistry and black.

Chemistry kit

head-to-toe black

I kind of person who talks a lot around people who's know me well, not to stranger.

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Ked Flop

*I do talk a lot ;)

**  A smirk is a smile evoking insolence, scorn, or offensive smugness. It can also indicate suppressed laughter or mild amusement at something.
*** Why people always arguing something unreasonable things with me?

Yang halal itu akad.

Indeed, but not holding hands before akad.

Akad nikah.

berchenta after akad nikah sound legit :)

Semoga apa yang ada berkekalan sehingga ke syurga.

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Ked Flop

kthanxbai

* Call me conservative, but holding hands are not cool before akad.

** Call me conservative again, but for me a relationship you've start must ended to marriage.

Happy New Year!!

Jadi kali nie Cik Aku sambut New Year dengan mengadap buku dan final paper. 

Selamat berusaha Cik Ked!!

Tarikh2 penting pada bulan pertama tahun baru 2012:

4hb Jan -  CTU553

7hb Jan - CHM510

10hb Jan - FRS431

12hb Jan - CHM561

16hb Jan - CHM556

17hb Jan - On the bus way back to Perlis.
23hb Jan - Majlis Pertunangan BigBro.

Ganbatte Ked!! 

3 more weeks.

KedFlop

kthanxbai

*Selamat berusaha jugak pada member2 yg ada final paper.

**Jom berusaha bersama-sama!

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El

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It is too much when I ask for 'Happy Ending'?

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It is so true when I thought it's only exist in Fairy-tale?

El said:

...... IS ......

El

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El

\bye

Malaysia Lawan Liverpool

Tak sabaq menanti perlawanan Skuad Kebangsaan dgn pasukan gergasi macam Liverpool dgn Chelsea. Sebelum nie Skuad Malaysia lawan dgn Arsenal. 0-4.

Skuad kita mmg bertuah la kiranya boleh lawan dgn 3 pasukan besar nie.

Malaysia lawan Liverpool

16 July 2011

Malaysia lawan  Chelsea

21 July 2011

Waiting forward to watch the match. Selamat berusaha skuad Malaysia.

I'm always having faith in you guys.

EL
\bye

My Best Wishes to All SPM Candidates

Buat adik2 sepupu aku dan jugak adik2 yg aku kenal yg akan ambik SPM this Nov 23.

All the best. This is your biggest exam in your life. Jgn stress sgt, chill sikit. Jgn tgk Tv sgt skrg nie, baca Kreko boleh tapi a few minutes saja ok?! 

El
/bye

El Note: Cee....gayak dah macam penceramah plak bagi nasihat apa semo. Adik2 semo, kakak nie dah lalui SPM. Hahhaah=3