Keep feeding me pain. Shattering my heart more? Oh! I don't have any. Why bother??

Ked Flop just another dandy person.

Still a small voice who love to story-telling but massively change lately.
I no longer finding who's the freaking I am.
I'm Liza and sometimes I'm Ked, and I'm proud whoever I'm is.
P/s: I do not acknowledged any misunderstanding or miss-leading in any posts here. And I do not own any thought or brain. Use your brain wise, shut-up and listen/read more.

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

i dont fucking care


nie kali ke-2, i'm crying for stupid, insignificant reason.

I HATE MY DAD, WHICH I DONT GIVE A DAMN TO ADMIT HE'S MY DAD. NO! HE IS NOT MY DAD. HE IS A BASTARD WHO CLAIMED HIMSELF A DAD BUT NEVER BEEN ONE.

and i hate myself. for such a grown up person, i never can control this.

i hate myself.
i love mom.
i'm not doing stupid things because i love my mom
i'm not doing stupid things because i love my mom
i'm not doing stupid things because i love my mom
i'm not doing stupid things because i love my mom
i'm not doing stupid things because i love my mom
i'm not doing stupid things because i love my mom
yes liza, you not going do commit any stupid things because you love your mom.
i love my mom.
i love my mom.
i love my mom.
i dont thing get uglier.
sabaq liza.
ingat mama.
sabaq liza.
Allah tu ada.
sabaq liza.
Allah tak bagi ujian kalau hambanya tak mampu tanggung.
sabaq liza.
demi bulan Ramadhan yg bakal menjelma nie.
sabaq liza.
there is no ending if it's not happy.
sabaq liza.
please regain your conscious.
sabaq liza.
mama mengandung 9 bulan, besaqkan hang, give her love.
sabaq liza.
hang hanya hamba yg menumpang atas dunia.
sabaq liza.
pelan2 cuba maafkan ayah.
sabaq liza.
sabaq bnyk2 liza.



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1 comment:

nisha meha said...

dear~
i am so sorry i cannot be dere for you...
but seriously, i hope you could handle this...
setiap ujian pasti ada hikmahnya
i miss u my friend!!!

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